July 5th, 2003

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what to do?

AHHH! I am soo bored. I don't know what I want to do today. There are so many things I am sure I can be doing. But nope, Sitting in front of computer, posting on the L&BA forum,and oogling Dominic pictures.
  • Current Music
    Kid Rock -Picture
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crazy little thing called love

Ok- Now I 've been broken up with Kenny for well over a year. However He still comes around- I live above the liquor store he frequents- so he's hard to miss. Sometimes I reallty can't stand the sight of him. But after spending near ten years together, I still have a spot in my heart for him. I am a fool sometimes.
I have his fish, so he sometimes comes over to see him and clean his tank. Yesterday he came by. and the chain on his bicycle broke so he was here for while trying to fix it. We got into an arguement about him just walking into the house. I set down ground rules a while ago, but does he listen- NOOOO!!!
So I didn't have a very good 4th of July because of him. Everytime I left the house and took a drive- he was still here when I came back. ARHG!
I haven't the heart to get a restraining order against him. I really don't want to see him anymore. But I promised him once I would never do that. I am a woman of my word. But I'm at my wits end.
Just babbling... I will get over this most recent episode. I will just go looking at my Dominic pictures and start daydreaming. On my own.
  • Current Music
    Lucinda Williams - Righteously
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blonde moment

I think the bleach affected my brain. I just can't seem to comprehend all these new things I've been trying. Like how to e-mail a picture to a friend. after several tries I finally got it. I even managed to update my MSN picture site. I don't know how I managed but I did. I Know I can't break the computer, per say. But I certainly can get very frustrated. Enough that I might toss it out a window.
  • Current Music
    After the Glitter Fades - Stevie Nicks