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No one ever said it would be this hard

thoughts plague my mind like a burning fever.
I cannot hold back this yearning
My skin itches
my eyes twitch.
my hands shake.
I can't focus.
I can't think of anything else.
My mind is set on it.
Here it comes...

Another broken promise.
Another day lost.
Another broken heart.

I'm sorry.

*exhales deeply*


*sighs* Story of my life. *hugz* I'm here for ya hun. By the way, I've got another code request if you've got anymore.
I'll pm you on L&BA. No more after this though- I got two left. :P
that's powerful.
yet, sadly beautiful.
I feel like I let you down. I know I'll try again. Maybe seek assistance next time.
Sounds like a plan to me... Getting help, might help....
And hun, you know that I'm proud of you for even trying, for even thinking of trying, for putting yourself out there, and you didn't really let me down, the person you let down was yourself...

(that sounds mean, but I don't mean it like that)
I did let my self down. Big time. I heart was in it. My body felt otherwise.
s'ok. *hugs*

i was just thinking: do you remember that ATC song, Around the World? They say Lala in it a lot.

Just thought I'd remind you. ;)
*pat on the shoulder*

It's all right... at least you can tell yourself you have tried your best. Like many other habits, what you are trying to get it out of you is just as hard. Don't give up. Try again. You can make it!

*encouraging hug*

Lala, dear, its okay! Maybe next time you can do it. I'm proud of you for trying anyways!
*big bear hug for Lala*

Hey, I'm here for ya! If you wanna chat, just let me know, alright? *hugs*