I dislike my grandmother because she attempts to lay guilt trips on me. I told her I don't communicate with anyone. I hate making phone calls, I don't write letters, I don't visit. I only do these things if they nessacery. I visit my parents out of nessecity. Human contact. I call potenial employers because I need a job. I write checks for my bills. That's it. If I don't have to, I won't.
I really need to get away. Birthdays make me blah. I hate getting older. I didn't really want to do anything today.